And I wasn't thinking it all out like that, it was just, split second fears and it didn't seem dangerous at the time! Unfair to him and I felt bad about that but my Father loved me too, Charles, he really absolutely did right until he didn't anymore, and.
I just. I didn't imagine there was anything I could do that he couldn't protect from, not if I wasn't trying and even then. I was wrong, and that's my fault and it's on me but. I really didn't.
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Yes, I do see. Now. But you asked.
And I wasn't thinking it all out like that, it was just, split second fears and it didn't seem dangerous at the time! Unfair to him and I felt bad about that but my Father loved me too, Charles, he really absolutely did right until he didn't anymore, and.
I just. I didn't imagine there was anything I could do that he couldn't protect from, not if I wasn't trying and even then. I was wrong, and that's my fault and it's on me but. I really didn't.