[Was there anyone left for her to miss? The people she used to consider family were severed from her; Morgause was dead. Even Helios - and, she supposed, Agravaine, he'd never come back - even they were gone. Agravaine, who had loved her and disappointed her again and again. Helios, who had wanted her, and given her the army she needed. They were allies, not friends. She wondered if she'd ever had real friends.
She makes herself smile, before her eyes betray her again.]
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[Was there anyone left for her to miss? The people she used to consider family were severed from her; Morgause was dead. Even Helios - and, she supposed, Agravaine, he'd never come back - even they were gone. Agravaine, who had loved her and disappointed her again and again. Helios, who had wanted her, and given her the army she needed. They were allies, not friends. She wondered if she'd ever had real friends.
She makes herself smile, before her eyes betray her again.]
They sound wonderful. I wish I could meet them.