I know. And I don't mean that in some conceited way, I've just been reminded of it a lot by certain people, even when I'm feeling particularly low. But I'm tired of putting myself out there only to be treated to people's passive aggressive attempts at proving what a terrible person I must actually be when all I honestly want to do is take Erik and go home. But I can't just pretend like I'm not capable of helping and leave everyone without an option for support.